Sometimes I ponder on the choices I make in life.

No no no I meant Anime selections for the season because everyone is watching like, "Frieren" and being normal and I'm thinking whether I should even drop "Under Ninja" after coming this far. It's an adequate end to the flashback arc, right? And then I don't give a damn about the worldview? *laughs*

We have a lot of shows to deal with this week so let's hop on to them and not think of the lack of new songs for the week, yes? Also yesterday because f**king- ("see yesterday's post for details" lol)

Oh yeah girls, Shizuka-chan is weird alright. *laughs* In this new episode where we can take a break from getting new girls once again hehe (#Hyakkano04), I guess breaking the fourth wall just because this is the fourth episode is not surprising anymore huh, dear author. *giggles* Yeah refer to Episode 3 too for details, but blah blah blah we got another girl added to the list. Of people he can't reject. Haha you think that's new? Ask Rentarou how he feels now, he's probably in heaven. *laughs* Also in his mind is likely how to get the girls together now that we are 4P- Anyways haha, this episode. We just hang out on the rooftops for lunch, and as Shizuka introduces herself, we then figure out that she also wants some romantic action on the guy she likes. So uh... you wanna kiss? *laughs* Also, did they kiss? Did we kiss? That last question I ask myself every day how much I want to kiss any of them voice actresses lmao *dabs*, but heck, pretty much every episode is like we bring a new girl in and ask if she wants to kiss the guy, very fresh ideas, people. *laughs* But at least Rentarou did come prepared to help break the ice between the girls because in case you didn't realize this is just a series of girls getting together and this has practically NOTHING to do with the guy because assumptions ahead of all of you, everyone loves the guy and will do anything for him. So Old Maid. *laughs* Well, we know Rentarou is going to lose this game of Old Maid. We just don't know who is going to win. *laughs* Hey, predictable jokes are good jokes, remember that. Or that he just keeps winning because everyone wants to lose. You know, predictable jokes are also good jokes. *wink* Looks like though, we are doing both because where is the creativity in only doing part of it did you even calculate the permutations and combinations of these interactions? I mean tickling, kissing is up next. *laughs* So, every girl took turns to (lol) lose to Rentarou so they got to enjoy some fine tickling I swear this is not a porno and it's mostly because Shizuka had to giggle silently and let the e-book do the talking so *shrugs* haha but when it came to Shizuka doing it to Rentarou (lol), uh... she just poked him? Yeah, rather disappointing actually, we need to satisfy the meagre number of female fans with the guy's laughter from them tickles. Anime director and scriptwriter Inda Karane was most displeased with this behaviour lmao, and Rentarou did the smart thing by leaving the premises, leaving them to settle their differences between themselves. Then again, in my personal opinion, it's not like Shizuka doesn't want excitement out of this relationship, nor is she just not prime and third or whatever order is in this case, but more of, as Hakari said, she is just like a small animal. Small animals don't go tickling others. *giggles* So yeah, maybe it's Karane not understanding this new girl not being as aggressive or passive-aggressive as them lmao, or maybe Shizuka is still real scared of... well everything, but it's good to see them talk it out. And yes, this will be important going forward, as this is effectively a house of cards, we keep stacking them on but we need to keep it going overall so it doesn't crumble. If you understand that, you will get the drama when girl number 26 joins in the fray. *laughs* Don't think we are going that far especially with Seto Asami-san voicing the next girl, but we shall see, I don't think if this one falls in love with Rentarou she will have much trouble asking for a kiss she might just jump on it without asking LMAO I have no idea what character type she is though there's gotta be one sadist in this series, right? *silence* RIGHT?? Oh Karane. *laughs*

P.S. "Don't get to close, you girls are going to kiss again" HAHAHAHA- Refer to Episode 2 for details haha it's either yuri or summon the aliens, remember? *dabs*

P.P.S. "When you've exposed your true self to someone, you overcome the fear of meeting them head on, making it easier to relate" Yeah true just not with fighting lmao

Bro, you think Shino is interested in asking why the guy didn't kiss her when you have TWO girlfriends, dude?? Yes. *laughs* But yeah, complications for later let's get back to reality, because in this new episode after the fireworks festival where nothing new happened (#KanoKano17), I'm pretty damn sure Shino-san wants in after she has seen all that Nagisa has done with her boi in the previous episode, I promise you. *giggles* Ah, a role to envy others, huh. How cruel. *laughs* So yeah, I guess we continue to talk about how everyone is enjoying themselves but only Shino is suffering. I don't know, actually. *laughs* What we do know though, is that their newest trip outdoors is not just a coincidence, it's as if everything is staged. You know, like how could SakiSaki with her luck win a full set of camping equipment and not think of the first season where someone just showered in a tent in front of their front porch? *laughs* Hey, it's hard connecting the dots, but it isn't hard for Shino-san who still believes that everything she has seen so far is just so wrong, she might not even have a solution to them all. We will talk about how that is going to be stacked up in a bit haha, but perhaps we should be talking about why SakiSaki thought feeling up her friend's chest is the best way to console her. *laughs* And uh... maybe I don't talk about how good/awkward it must have felt in the recording studio on the g r o p e scene HAHA no really, I should just not just go watch it for yourself. *giggles* Ignoring that very thing lol, we are reminded once again that Saki-chan is kind of oblivious to Naoya and Nagisa being together instead of Naoya with her and that's why Shion volunteered to take the water so Saki can stay with her boyfriend, but heck, it's just hard to not be nice and also respect her boy's twisted honest opinions, isn't it? Remember guys, Naoya is as green l frank as he is also super nice as a person, and those things don't normally go together. Look at me as an honest person and ask how many people I offended. *silence* And that's why I offend Anime characters now SPEAKING OF THAT WE HAVE THIS DUMB BITCH MILIKA who just surfaced and explained all her intentions not forgetting that she is trying to hook Naoya in somehow, despite having two girlfriends. Yeah, Risa-chan, we didn't tell you that? *laughs* So uh, and this is how we ended up having to hear dear Koga-chan rage at this bunch? I'll take it. *giggles* Still, there is a difference between a Pokémon attack that does no damage or the opponent is resistant to it, Naoya, so stop admitting that you are weak to everything women (lmao) and just... uh... sleep well? Uh oh, didn't expect that coming alright. So you are telling me Milika-san already planned to not just show off them food that isn't drugged to tempt them, THEN made food for them that are drugged? Boy, this is rather spicy drama right here though. Can't stop the rich from being powerful, amirite fellas? *laughs* All in all... I like how we are doing all the wall stuff in references to two walls Milika is looking at AND celebrating the final episode of "Attack on Titan" series- Oh, they not hitting on walls in the latter by now though.  You also need to remember Shion is a genius dealing with a bunch of idiots. You can't fix them. *laughs* Okay, Naoya is just slightly smarter than SakiSaki, he knows to doubt Milika-san. *laughs* So you see Shino-san, Nagisa isn't the problem here. But yeah, this is quite an episode, isn't it? They literally flipped it on us on Milika-san's intentions just like that G-cup campfire steak. *laughs* Nice, I'm actually surprised at this plot twist, so yeah as expected, we have reached a point of no return it's history repeating itself since the kidnap, so let's see who is up to stop her. Hopefully Naoya, but who knows, he can barely pitch his tent up-

[TL:DR; "You fell in love with a two-timer?" Oh yeah she did lmao "He's a two-timer! That's bad enough!" That's actually true haha]

P.S. "Don't you ever feel bad for SakiSaki?" I mean, for Nagisa? No, she doesn't, she's the girlfriend. *dabs*

P.P.S. "You're being two-timed, and you think you're... lucky?" I have to say though? Yes, this is better than not having anyone. *sob* I know right Shino-san should understand that feeling too-

Oh that's middle school me if you don't mind, when I was somewhat popular and was hanging out with the cool guys in class. *silence* Not in contact with them now though. *laughs* Just like Kuro in this new episode where I rather be a loner wolf (#UnderNinja05), more flashbacks, huh. I guess this is how this series runs now, I'll see how it goes. So, story, or flashback, actually. We go back to when Kuro-san had to disguise as a transfer student to go into some high school, and after dealing with that foreigner, things have been going quite differently. For starters, he has to deal with that kid playing with drones instead of going to school, his name is Eita, and if he isn't a better representation of me getting bullied in school, I don't know what is. *silence* Anyways haha, Kuro has to also deal with Noguchi, who stumbled on Kuro's first day at school, where he has to come in to take some tests before admitting into school which obviously he isn't good at, so apparently, Shion with that teddy bear who popped into his place and gave him the answers covertly, disguised as coloured beads pinned to the ground, in the middle of the damn classroom. Some ninja he is, because apart from looking like colourful bugs which Kuro-san had to try to convince the teacher and Noguchi who was taking her supplementary lessons that they are poisonous and to not touch the, uh... cheating materials lol, he did end up securing his admission by peeing himself and somewhat negotiating with the teacher to get a passing grade due to his whatever condition. *cringe* What condition he is in though, is probably hero at this point as he tries to juggle his relationships with his newly found classmates and deal with whoever Hibi is on the stairs. So to recall, Katou and the fat dude (lol) sitting in his van were two different ninja teachers, under them are students whom we have seen since Episode 1 and they just did a quick recap of that in case you forgot, are likely on odds from the start, as we have seen them independently and not cooperatively deal with a foreign threat. So I would assume that Kuro-san listening in on the students here especially whatever is going on with the school's director with telepathic skills *cringe* and blending in while finding out what is happening with competing ninja and their reasons to be here, is probably gathering a lot of attention from people who can understand a walking set of pants on the rooftop walkways (lol) including I assume the school's management who likely sent out some "government officials" to deal with them. Whatever it is, all this is still speculation in my opinion, but I think we have a good idea what will be happening from here on. Though honestly speaking... How am I enjoying the mess of Kuro-san trying to blend in (literally) into this school? *laughs like Kuro-san* Kudos to everyone for chipping into this masterpiece I would like to call now, though I would say the bullying is too real so if someone could give me a full ninja suit to blend in with the surroundings when I was 15 that'll be swell. *giggles* Still, this is enjoyable to watch every episode even though I'm very perplexed about the plot and how it keeps using flashbacks so I hope it's useful in the present day plot, we shall see where this heads to form our worldview as described in the previous episode. Again, if jokes can get me going, you can put the most attractive girl in school and kabedon her with someone who looks like me? I don't even care. *giggles* (I actually care though can I be the one to do it? Asking for Eita-kun lol)

P.S. "I really hate going to school" SAME DUDE haha then again I miss school since it's a lot more carefree unlike adult life- "Maybe I'm better off getting ready to die" SAME DUDE haha then again I miss adult life since it's a lot more money unlike student life- *dabs*

P.P.S. "And you must be the transfer student, Kamikakushi..." Sensei with the word puns haha because you know, ninja. "How am I supposed to know what I want to do with my life when I'm not even 18" Hey girl? I'm 30 and I still don't know so

In this glorious, glorious final episode of all that started this journey more than a decade ago oh boy it sure is we are all a decade older now since April 2013 and that makes all of us sad besides Eren lol (#AttackOnTitanFinal02), it's been a long time since I've watched a movie LMAO so let's take a bit and talk all about how the story ends. Well, how THIS story ends, it will never end in this worldview just like in real life. *sees credits* That association is too real, so let's keep in context to just this one, shall we? To keep this hopefully short haha shout out to future me predetermined writing paragraphs long enough to make people leave lmao *taps brain*, I will talk about the three main things that happened, because rule of three. 

Firstly, we talk about why the tides of The Rumbling have changed. Apart from the obvious thing of "invading the titans" *wink* which we have done to the biggest structure the world as ever seen because skyscrapers aren't invented yet lol, the Scouts had to decide where to locate Eren and/or Zeke in order to stop them. Armin is technically right: If there's the whole minefield and we don't know where each of them are, we just blow all of them up. Process of elimination, dude, Armin has the Colossal Titan power. But ironically, instead of dealing with them which they are safely hidden even if they aim for the front neck(?), they are actually dealing with Ymir herself who has now sided with Eren because he gained her trust, on something we will discuss in a bit. Well, she is a real problem, because considering she is the Founder, she can summon all the historical Titan holders (though not as real as the current ones) to fight alongside her, which is as scary as you might imagine. But all of them eventually found out, to fight these cusks especially when it reminded of the comrades they killed (RIP Berthodt) (did I spell that right?) (dammit haha) is a waste of time, since they are all controlled by some weird titan form who is leaping around and being a nuisance lol. Pieck (*umph* haha) The Cart Titan did manage to lay down the charges to blow down the structure's neck (and boy seeing her come back time and time again like a pilot with their ejection seat only gets me hornier lmao *fap fap fap*) (sorry if I need something to jerk off to here lol), Reiner The Armored Titan did a lot of work to keep the defences going and preventing themselves from being dropped into the chaos below (Jean too I guess lol), and we did save Armin once again, but only after Armin met Zeke in (if you are surprised why are you) the Titan world I forgot the name, where he then explained to Zeke the meaning of living, essentially. To treasure the moments in life, like what I am doing now, to experience our own freedom. It apparently got all of the Titan holders in somehow, and together they managed to stop the tide. 

So lastly, we talk about Eren and his meaning of existence. Gotta say though, probably influenced by the dad because why not his dad is also kind of a nutcase lmao gottem, but Eren, as he revealed all of this eventuality to Armin years ago when they were kids just to erase them, has done much to see if there is a resolution to this mess. Turns out, not much, not surprising, but also bear in mind that Eren has done much of what Armin would have done if he were in his shoes, preventing the Eldians from being recognized as evil, maybe even try out the euthanization plan that Zeke suggested, ALL to then find out that whatever has been set in stone by... something, which cannot be prevented. That's why the ideal of "slave to freedom", where you think you are free but you are acting within... someone's expectations, if this makes any sense to you. And that's why the only thing he has done, and that's possibly the worst thing he had done so far, is to prevent everyone from knowing what he did, since as he can access everyone's minds as sort of the Founder, with his death now everyone can access his. Which is why I feel like Eren doing all those things in their dreams and then wiping them out is like me with people: I pretend to talk to myself and then hope that they will get what I mean someday. The things is bro, they don't. They will find out someday in this case though, so it's still alarming for any number of them to know the wholesome truth, regardless how bleak that sounds. As such, we know that this final fight is impossible to avoid, Eren would have wiped up to 80% of humanity as it stands so RIP to all of them we don't know how many of them there are but I think this is record-breaking even in Anime history lol, and that as childhood friends they eventually have to face each other to settle what Eren really wanted to avoid after all. Did he though? Did he even prevent anything? And that's why possibly, that even now as we sit on the boat to go back to Paradis to talk to the now Eldians behind those taken down walls, I wonder if the Scouts will ever be successful to see themselves through after their race has eradicated pretty much everyone else in existence in order to stop their kind.

All in all, FINALLY we are done haha and looking back at the key visuals for all the Anime adaptations shown last night on their official social media account including movies which I obviously didn't watch I only watch canon (lmao), I feel like we have come a long way. I always say that, but this is my furthest dedication to a popular Anime series which started more than a decade ago, not until "BLEACH" showed up but this is a league on its own, isn't it? I still think the animation for this was done so well I cannot ask for more this isn't ufotable anyways *dabs*, the story is basically stemmed from a parasite which can live forever which is in retrospect funnier than any Resident Evil video game plot lmao, and I've seen shows more questioning of humanity and life and death and had sadder endings than this. *giggles* I still think this is worth the journey, and as much as I'm tired and sad that it's over, it's also with great relief I can be done with this but not yet, there is more. Because of all the songs you've heard so far, this will mean that the final soundtrack for this series will be on music streaming services upcoming Wednesday, November 8th 2023 if you are reading this, which I will mostly be interested in after watching this final. I'm not sure I heard of the opening song from once again Linked Horizon (but I'm sure I won't like it) (oh the credits), but heck, you should know when ending theme song artist Higuchi Ai started singing, it's at the end part. Music man, they make the series good, many fans don't understand that tbh. Till then, I think we have well "offered our hearts" to what a wonderful series this has been, and may I never do this again because it hurts, Eren. *laughs*

[One final tribute - I have been trying to find throughout this final episode - to all those who helped made this possible. No, not the cast list haha just the ones who fought- No not that animator who did weeks of overtime for this lmao]

P.S. "(Eren) In what way are you free?" Well he is free to do whatever he wants with his power, at the expense of many people dying, that's all. People with power tend to forget that sometimes. *silence*

P.P.S. "Those who can't abandon everything can't change anything, I know that." Yeah Armin, sometimes you gotta do the God's job like what Erwin and (almost forgot her name) Hange-san did. *salutes*

[Okay time for joke reviews haha you didn't think this is possible on an actions series isn't it (And they made a joke about Historia's writing and smell so you tell me)]

Just a side note, I know the "Hanako-kun" mini-series ended this week, but just like Mikasa, I need some time to get over this, so we will do that next week when I have more time.

This week is a little quiet to start the month, and likely will be so for next week but nonetheless, I'll talk about the ones I did listen to. Misaki Nako's new single for Anime "Hyakkano" and it's alright, not expecting much from the B-sides but Tsuji Shion did write the lyrics for the 3rd song on the list so that did startle me for a bit but not enough for me to give the song anyways. And yes I did listen to Hanazawa Kana's new single which was for that two-cour Anime and man, was it still hard to try to give the title song even thought I've listened to it on her radio show for the past few months. And one of the B-sides for another few more months. *silence* Maybe I give the previous song she released in April. *laughs* So yeah, still on the fence on this, Kitagawa-sensei still isn't impressing me at this point, that is why I am doubtful of these melodies now. *sigh*

Oh yeah, we do have more news about music to talk about that surfaced on social media though, so let's get to it! SpecialThanks' new song in the first of their 3-monthly release is not that great, not helping that it's also really short I thought this was an Anime theme song. Natsukawa Shiina's new song preview is... something haha it looks like I will have a good time giving her new album in a couple of weeks. That might not be the same for GLIM SPANKY's new album preview which damn did nothing get me and I don't even know if the title song did since I don't know which is it (lol) but heck, they are going to lose out as usual so I will try, I do hear some hope in that to say the least...? Moving on haha, SHE'S new song even with a music video is unlikely to blow my mind anytime soon but heck it isn't too bad considering it's a pop tune anyways. SID is doing another Anime tribute album due December if you have not known of them in the major labal anniversary and of course is doing this to show off how many songs they have been in Anime since they started with Sony Music Japan in 2008. We have a lot of cover art and track list reveals for Fuchigami Mai's concept album next year and Hitsujibungaku's new album end of the year so I shall briefly show them here. Didn't know this is a thing but someone was drawing a concept image of a song from ASIAN KUNG-FU GENERATION and boy this is ever what I envisioned but it's full animation which is the hype these days without needing artists themselves to appear in them, and for less popular songs like non-title songs. Oh heck, I'm not an illustrator anyways I have no talent for art. *silence* Shout out to when I was praised my people who liked my art, as abstract as they may have been.

We will OFFICIALLY have nothing on the agenda next week, so don't worry, I got more rock festivals I will check those out, unless I'm that bored once again and refuse to give more songs, then I will take a break once again which is also good time since I get to prepare for some #KN15YEARS stuff I have prepared. *giggles* Maybe we do that. *laughs* Or maybe we deal with the "Attack on Titan" final soundtrack with all the rad songs I heard from the final episode earlier today. Yeah, maybe we do that and give them one last chance. *giggles* When even is the last time I gave an original song from their soundtrack anyways? TEN YEARS AGO?? This is going to be hype, I'm sure.

Ok thank goodness I offset my frustrations from being outdoors yesterday so I can keep this for something else. Uh... I got Ayane again on the latest event gacha in DOAXVV, that's rad. *laughs* But I did promise myself to not roll more if I got her and I did (which, welp) so I'll save for the anniversary event in a couple of weeks. I am also hating the secretary game I've picked up recently and played for what, a month and a half now? Yeah, mainly because their ultra rares based on event objectives are impossible(?) to achieve without using gems and I screwed it up in an attempt to get the current one so that just makes me sad even now, so I'll deal with this until the end of the year to kill my time... sometime end of the month when I have to see green again. No, not for my eye care, though I guess that works? *laughs* Let's not think too much into that, eh? I don't want to be sad after all. *silence* See you guys next week then I have enough of this outro now haha, and until next time... how is Kana-chan featured in yesterday's Fanfiction post and I still haven't given her new single? Wake up, me. *laughs* Also happy birthday, marupi-chan! I'll look at your photobook as it reaches my hands next week. *wink*