The Fanfiction Diaries: Friend By My Side

Monday, 01 July 2024 arrow_back_ios arrow_forward_ios

Okay, for the very first content post of the new blog lol happy 5th/10th/15th anniversary dependent on when I started making sense of my blogging, I will be celebrating it with the most hyped thing I've done for myself in last year's anniversary writing fanfictions, but with a twist.

This time around, there will be no images (apart from the thumbnail). As the title stated, it will be a diary. Yes, fictional me also writes a diary, the real fictional timeline is sort of a recollection, if you will. This aims to basically provide more insight to the stories I have written so far on the ladies I have interacted with, but with more depth and most important of all, without a word limit. Yes, I have never explicitly mentioned this before, but my stories so far have been capped at no more than 1000 characters.

Not this time it won't be MUAHAHAHAHA okay you won't write that long anyways. *laughs* So, to cut this intro short, and in true anniversary fashion, we are starting with the one and only reason I started this series. No really, it is as much of a bias as to how much I love Rieri and how much I don't want to love her. *giggles*

July 1st (Monday)

It has been a year.

I don't know what to make of my relationship with Takahashi-san ever since entering a full time job in the city.

Takahashi-san is a great individual. Her confidence is so much stronger than mine, she speaks her mind out, and helps others way more than I do... Known as the mediator in our department, she has the power to protect the peace in here.

I have also somewhat been drawn into her world, thanks to everyone in the office. I always hang out with her after work, I have went to her place before, and I brought her to an amusement park on her birthday.

Just being by her side, I can already feel so much of her appeal, it was such a joy.

But I have never been honest about our relationship though, I have to tell her.

That we are "just friends at work". Real good senior and junior relationship, too.

But I have a girlfriend, I don't want to let Koga-chan think that I'm hanging out with another woman other than her. I have to talk to Takahashi-san about this someday.

After our job assignment this weekend, maybe I will come clean with her. I have to.

七月一日　月曜日

もう一年経つんだ。

高橋さんとの関係は町の会社入って以来もうわかんなくなってた。

高橋さんはすごいいい人だよ。彼女の自信は僕のより強い、言葉が素直だし、ほかの人すぐに助けに来たし、、、会社部としての仲介者、そんな平和の守の力があるんだ。

ぼくも彼女の世界に引き込んでしまった、会社のみんなのおかげでね。いつも仕事終わった後で遊んだし、彼女の家はもう行ったことあるし、誕生日に一緒に遊園地も。

そばにいると彼女の魅力はすごく受けて、すごくしあわせだった。

でもやっぱその関係は素直になれなかったな、ちゃんと言わなきゃ。

「ただ仕事の友達」って。すごく仲良しの先輩と後輩、とね。

けどぼくは彼女もいるし、古賀ちゃんより遊べる女の子は彼女に思われたくないよ。いつかこれを高橋さんと話そう。

今週末かのじょと仕事終わったら、はっきり伝えよう、ちゃんと。

Every time, this diary-like post will symbolize something, and if you have not figured it out, this one is the prelude between the last time I wrote of her fanfic and the promised start to the new season of the Fanfiction series. *giggles* I know, I'm a weirdo, but my initial intention was to rewrite these stories or even write these stories just in Japanese. Yes, testing my writing skills, but then I realized what the heck, we have powerful generative AI translation on a mobile device you can just do this easily (as long as I post the middle part of this post only lol you can't translate my vibes) so that is out of the question for now, so maybe I'll update with a translation at some point. Gotta train my own Japanese more often, to be frank. The other thing I wanted to experiment was to post on social media, and then I was reminded of generative AI and data collection of big tech and I just stopped. *laughs*

Also IT IS MY LORE I LOVE MY RIERI HOWEVER I WANT- I don't though, sadly. *laughs* See you guys on Saturday. Especially you, Takahashi-san.

P.S. Oh this will be a monthly post, by the way. Writing is easy, but to create a rounded perspective from a selective resolution from the storylines I've written so far will not be. But I do have an idea for next month, so we are good for now. This won't be a regular series anyways. *wink*

Edit: It was after I finished writing this that I realized how taxing this is on my creative mind to write this in Japanese with my super limited vocabulary lol. So yeah, this might be experimental as we know of it, just so you know. Yeah this might be a one-off now that I think of it. *silence*

We shall see.