The Fanfiction Diaries: From Here On (Since High School)
Monday, 02 September 2024
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FYI this story's title was meant as a word pun, I think I should say first. The actual title was "from high school" but that might be too obvious for a title, so I intend to use its implied meaning and you know, tell you in brackets that I knew of her in my high school.
*silence*
No, not MY high school, I only have junior college here. *laughs* I meant fictional me of course, and to conclude whatever birthday wishes I have to dear dear Ten-chan here haha *kiss* *kiss* hehe because 1 isn't enough, because she gave us TWO videos this month which I have been watching time and again especially the livestream earlier last month haha I watched that way too many times to accumulate those emotions specifically the close-ups and SHAME!!! *giggles* Nothing, not even generative AI can replace you, Amamiya Sora with your super slender body which is *chef's kiss* alright enough of kisses let's get back to not reality here.
September 2nd (Monday)What is first love even?To me, it was nothing. I got rejected in high school, by Amamiya-san.But thanks to Nan-chan we met once again, and I'm happy.Amamiya-san did take notice of me, for starters. Even on my cooking. I really did not know anything back then huh, me in high school.But her attitude towards me was the same? She teases me all the time, I honestly think we are in a playful relationship.No, it was the first time I saw those flirty eyes.We never had a chance to talk it out together before but, she did say that "the confession back then was a surprise to her" recently.It's because of this I never took a move again though, even if I do not have a girlfriend. Like, how do I go about it?Is this even second chance?It wasn't back then, it will not be from here on, probably.
九月二日 月曜日初恋ってなに？僕にとっては、何もない。高校で振られた、雨宮さんに。でもナンちゃんのおかげでまた出会いましたが、嬉しい。雨宮さんは僕を意識してるんだ、まずは。僕の料理も。あの時本当に何も知らないだな、高校の僕。けど彼女の態度は高校時代と同じ？いつも僕にからかうと、正直いまはじゃれ合い関係と思った。違う、こういう目線を引くは初めてなの。僕らはハッキリと話す機会なかったが、彼女は「あの頃の告白は正直にびっくり」と最近で言ってた。それ言うと僕は全く行動しないよ、例え彼女いなくても。いや、どうやっていくの？二度のチャンスなの、これ？以前はたぶん、ここはらはない、かな。
Yes, "Hatsukoi Limited" was supposed to be the alternate title. *laughs*
Also, you bet I chose that thumbnail for its age (lol 2016 Ten-chan, anyone?) but also for the overall feels of my relationship with her so far: Slightly better than the "Takagi-san" series, but totally opposite in outcome. *laughs* Well, let's not say too soon, I'm still single. Excuse me, fictional me. *laughs*
I hope I did cover all the stuff I wanted to mention (in Japanese), from what she thought of the confession she probably only got this one hehe I would like to think of it as so *giggles* to when she mocked my cooking which was the 2nd post of this series? Yeah, to how she keeps flirting with me... despite knowing I have a girlfriend? Hmm, I never thought of whether she knew of that or not. Heck, Nan-chan knows of her so I guess by association Ten-chan does. *laughs* Man, Ten-chan, I wish you were drunk if I ever get to confess my love for you. Okay, fictional me. Also after I'm done with my current girlfriend first hehe didn't you see how we were so close to making out in public?? Haha I LOVE THIS LORE lol