October 4th (Friday)

The nostalgia just got to me, so I'll write it down.

It's days like this, that I remember Akari.

But recently when we met again, she only sees me as nothing else apart from a college friend.

It really is very different from the past. Because of our friends we started studying together, even went on dates, we enjoyed every single day of our college lives together. And Akari doesn't lie about those feelings, I can see that.

But as soon as we graduate she suggested a breakup. She did not even specify a reason.

But I think I know roughly why, it's because Akari doesn't want to further our intimacy.

I'm a man, I have those desires, though it's on the heavy side.

Maybe she figured it out, she doesn't want to see my true colours.

Isn't love about all this in the first place? Hugging, kissing, expressing our love for each other all the time.

To be frank, I really want her back, just from the fond memories. I'm sure she feels that too, until she has to view me as her perfect boyfriend, though.

Well, forget it.

I have a girlfriend now who craves for love from me, it's for the better that I do not look forward anything from Akari.

"I can say goodbye"