The Fanfiction Diaries: What It Means To Be Benefactor
Saturday, 30 November 2024
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I really wondered on how to write this, but hey, to end this short side series I've been writing a summary of the characters I've set up for the... daydreams I'm having since last year and maybe that will explain why I haven't had any real dreams with them lol, we are ending with what was probably the most significant yet hardest to define relationship so far: What it means to "repay" someone. *giggles*
It'll never end by the way haha I have a debt to pay and it's as high as the debt ceiling of superpower countries (lol) and I wouldn't even mind because even if her birthday draws near I STILL won't be able to repay her even if all she (I) wants is my (her) company.
*silence*
*looks at Monday's fanclub livestream*
Remember, fictional me is rather cool and good-looking so let's talk about how Inorin just raises the debt ceiling every time I hang out with her! *giggles*
30th November (Saturday)I went out with Inori again yesterday.It's amazing, our relationship so far. We have become so friendly with each other, even though she's just my benefactor.I had a frail body constitution when I was a kid, it's likely anaemia. I would pass out for a bit after injections, but it's not a big deal. But I collapsed in front of the train station in the morning for no reason for the first time, and it was right in front of her.If not for Inori saving me, I would have fell down the stairs beside us. I did explain my condition afterwards, but to me she was my saviour. If not for her, I would have landed in hospital for a different reason.I really was thankful for her help. I did selfishly ask to repay her, and she replied:"Just hang out with me next time will do."With those words, I did not see how we are still doing it for this long.Is this what it means to repay someone?Also, when will this end? Is what I ask myself often.But she did save my life, and she did not dislike me at all. That's fine, my life is already surrounded by women so far. (lol)However, things have changed recently. Usually she asks me out on weekends, but now, I hang out with her a few times a week.Like, isn't this weird?I mean, does she not have friends? (I suppose she has)Maybe she's young and has a lot of time in her hands? (I don't think so)Then is it that she is very free? (That might be possible)Or wait, what if, if ever, Inori thinks we are more than just friends...?
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B-F-F! B-F-F!!
*laughs*
Dude, I wish I had such a friend. *giggles*
Still though, a few things to clarify here before I actually pass out for a nap. *laughs* I was also very coincidentally looking at Koga-chan's messages (yes, still my girlfriend at that time) when I fainted right in front of Inorin (haha yup), but I don't think she knew of that even though I'm pretty sure she saw my phone before I regained consciousness. MUAHAHAHAHA anyways this doesn't bother her is the point, but as I said about fictional me, the best I could do is to not be with any of them so I just hang out with anyone. *dabs* You're welcome. *giggles* So technically this won't stop me from pushing what she wants to do with me to let's say, greater heights? Haha we will be so close as friends I will win over ALL of her friends lol is that even possible.
Hey, it's possible in fiction, I'll tell you that much. *dabs*
If that means I can bang Oonishi Saori? SIGN ME UP-
P.S. I might write a summary of what this fanfic series has been so far (likely just in English because I just can't) (lol) so that we can be on the same page when the new season starts next year, just a friendly reminder. That's when we go out with more girls that will not complicate the lore I have right now haha see you then