Now that I'm done with reality for the week, let's talk about fantasies, shall we? *dabs*
Yes I am talking about my birthday- No. I am talking about Valentine's Day- Wait. *laughs* And this is with respect to earlier this month where I talked about how great the stories for the month are, and this might be peak. So peak? I need to watch my words. *giggles* But also, we are introducing a new character into my... fictional past haha this is still in the depression period after I broke up- Akarin broke up with me haha what do I deserve to break up with anyone anyways, and I promise you Lynn-san's sequel story in Okinawa will come soon but not this season, but you can't expect me to hit the jackpot on my road to recovery over falling out of love, right? RIGHT?? *laughs*
So let's! Oh boy...

Ever since my breakup with my ex-girlfriend, I have been yearning for her return for months on end. We all know that's impossible, so I ended up with the next best thing: renting out a "girlfriend". I have seen these sites for a while, and one day I decided to book a session with a woman named "Sakura" after seeing her profile.I arrived at the hotel room one Saturday afternoon as arranged by the site. I keyed in the pass code for the door and went through the doorway. As I approached the bedroom, I saw someone who looked like Hondo Kaede sitting by a sofa next to the queen size bed. Dressed in a silk nightgown, she looked at me with a smile, showing off her double tooth which I found adorable."Are you feeling nervous? Since it's your first time."She dropped the shawl she was holding off her shoulder. She approached me with her hands on my chest, looked up to me and kissed me, each longer than the previous. I got an itch on my crotch and I ran away, down into the streets below.
PUSSY!
*laughs*
Yes I mean myself and her, now that I think about it. *giggles* Damn, I wonder what Ede-chan's pussy tastes like HAHA ALRIGHT DUDE
Also hell yeah this is basically a plot to a porno right here haha straight adaptation from the sources I take no credit for this. *laughs* This will also be, at least in fiction and in theory, my first s*x experience but as you can see, I chickened out so this was NOT when I lost my virginity. But seriously though, if I were to lose that, it might as well be with Ede-chan, right? *silence* Yeah, I meant it just for me. *giggles*
Oh we will talk about her in the future again I promise you especially when we got the personal collection in this new season because I do have a lot more photos of her, so maybe next time, we do an actual date to make up for this... this... *laughs* Motivation wise though? This was from her photo book and boy was that just erotic even though we didn't get to see much (and I would argue my eyes were satisfied fully lmao), but I would say that book from Shinagawa I got last year probably started this. *giggles* How though? Don't think too deep into it. *laughs* Or was it because of Hakari in "Hyakkano" though? I will never know. I do know that the name "Sakura" is a reference to the photo book, where in a Q&A section her mom's alternate name for her instead of "Kaede", go check that out if you haven't already.
P.S. Happy Valentine's Day to you, Hondo Kaede. Evenย looking like Goldilocks with your recent hairdo (lol) I still want to bang you- It's "just right", dude. *dabs*