I think we might have too many flashbacks last month so we are doing the opposite right now seeing my schedule this month so yay, I guess. *giggles*

This month is all about summer dates I would assume (and yes I say that because imouto birthday is this month too hehe), but let's start with something I have kicked off last season! Well, she isn't married yet but she is also not that young anymore so maybe she could fill in the dating-with-older-women gap in my fictional life where they are single. *laughs*

Hey, I want to write Kayanon as Yamagami Lucy from "Servant x Service" but she doesn't have any rack- Oh come on, have you seen her photobook from a decade ago? *cringe*

Haha time is irrelevant in this world of fiction, but hey, if anyone wants me to go out with them, how am I to say no? *wink*




I feel like the more I talked to Kayano Ai - whom I talked to during a tea appreciation class - the more I find myself drawn to her demure. She was such a great listener and concerned for me being surrounded by all the women in my life so far, I have never felt this cared ever since I came out to work alone.

We met on the outskirts of town a couple of weeks later since then. I saw Kayano-san in a red dress, who greeted me with a smile. We went for a walk by the sea and visited a couple of shrines in the cool summer afternoon. I asked her if this was okay with her, in which she said she would just do this alone, and I kept her company. She then wondered why I would spend time with her even though she insisted on going on a date with me.

This only got worse when we settled for dinner and she called for the free-flow beer. She was amazed how I was hanging out someone woman in her thirties despite being in a harem and having a girlfriend.

Let's hope she can keep all of this to herself.




I know right, I may have told her too much HAHA she will keep her mouth shut if I go out with her again if that helps. *giggles*

Yes yes this is the onee-san role of my fictional life Ayachi from last month doesn't count now lol, for how long though I'm not too sure I'm still waiting for Matsuoka-san to do the thing and propose to her or something like we ALL wanted. *laughs* Oh, and the date is somehow like if you follow Kohara Konomi on her adventures as shown in her Instagram account, taking photos and doing chill stuff alone but with me? Yeah, Koko-chan, maybe give me a couple of bromides on this and I'll write about you. *wink*

I also am trying to show the desperation in this 30-year-old (37 to be exact lol) and even though I am too and of course she is older than you know her she is close to her 40s soon haha OOF, so that we can maybe do the reverse benefactor scenario where I save her from... whatever she is going through this part I haven't thought about yet so maybe next time if I can find another photo of her or THIS SHALL BE IT *laughs*

P.S. Kayanon, I wish you aren't just eating and drinking on the Internet it's hard to like you if that's all you do tbh *shrugs* I do like your manager for taking too many photos on your Instagram account though if that's why consolation hehe

P.P.S. Wow Google, I can't just export all my posts now, huh. Sorry if this takes an hour or so to appear just because. *sigh* AND I have to export this again so you guys can see this?? BRUH

I know I'm not playing Locomoto later haha *sigh*